yesterday was really a bad luck day for me
i woke up late
so i planned to go to school after assembly
who knows i met mr ching and mr chai
get shot from both of them and have to run the whole field of SMKAP for two rounds ==
and tdy i din go to school
hahaha ponteng xD maybe its because like i dont like being punished like that or what
but dats not the main reason lah
i just need a rest
and wednesday is definitely a good choice of day for me

time past so fast
its march now
but for me
i will be happy if it passes faster
i have no idea why i dont like being in secondary anymore
well if about friends and studies then its ok
but sometimes when u have to face something u dont like, its just so irritating
and i just hate that

february test is not that bad either
i will work hard and my next aim is mid year test
A+ is the best of course
this is my only way to work for scholarships

BM - 95
BI - 90
ADD MATHS - 97
MM - ?
CHEMIS - 82
PHYSICS - 92
BIO - 90
MORAL - ?
SEJ - 98

seems like chemistry is so weak
lol compared to others
i will work even harder
for my own future
moral and modern maths, lets hope it wont be below average

i am praying hard
dont ever thing about it anymore
even if the tears can cause flood
it wont change even abit of the reality~

abandoned my blog for so long
actually many things happened in february
seems like i am so unlucky huh
but i learned something at least
just keep quiet
and let them shout at you
after that particular person finished her barking
den i will just walk away

another person
i stil can understand btw
maybe she really wana me to learn something
she always used to tell me dat i have to get up from where i fall

actually i am also not so sure
but just let it be
its not dat important anymore
now, whats important to me is just STUDY

i missed out so many things
and february test is just next week =)
at least study abit to pass
wish me luck and good luck everyone xD

cheers and i can do it <3

my blog is left dead for duno how many weeks
lol dats because i dont have the time or accurately mood to update
lets begin with the 21st of jan
that band night is quite ok. everything went fluently
HM even gave our band rm500 for celebrating the night's success
whatever
hahaha and here comes cny
the mood is abit diff dis year
got no idea why 2011's cny is so...
well i guess i dun nid to say it out
its just so pointless
hmm school reopens today
now its 5.30am in the morning - monday
hahaa and guess what?
i dont even sleep for a second last night
went upstairs around 2am
read dat book til 3
and came down
switched on the tv
and pulled out 3 boxes of books ==
packed it up and i planned to donate some to our school library
and now its 5++ already
OMG there are so many hw i haven finished yet~
i only done addmaths. til insane.
no choice for someone poor in mathematics like me =)
catch up dis two weeks and here it goes to feb test
wish me luck xD

cheer everyone
look forward
smile~ and everything will be ok =)

went to megaview for tomorrow's night rehearsal
and what i have to say is everything is so not in order
but stil acceptable la
i just cant accept the formal part
potong reben + paluan gendang
dats because the teacher in charged is not organized enuf ==
hope nothing will goes wrong tomorrow
and that will be enough to be a great day for both of the MC

afiqah is getting mad
and me too
some ppl thought they are so and so geng
til nid to be so detail
well i have ntg to say about it
because we are not succeeded like them or whatsoever
fullstop.

time flies so fast
next week is the last week of schooling before CNY
going to really work hard after CNY
no more ponteng
but of course hope i wont fall sick so easily
my health is something - unexpectable
and so i gave up
no use predicting something that u wont know
whatever~

i am getting tired of this
and i hate this feeling so much
yeah i felt myself no longer useful
i'm totally useless and seems like just a rubbish beside the road ==
i really can't bear it anymore
please let me out
please. hope dat 2013 will come soon
after my SPM
everything will change.
lets work for dat =)

i skipped school for today as i knew i haven get a real recover yet
as i skipped both ttn for ytd too
it seems like i ponteng-ed alot although school just reopens
but dats not what i want
of course i realised cant ponteng during form 4 & 5
but do i have any oth choices?
the answer is NO

sick is something u can't avoid
i mean on me dis type of weak-health person
lets hope i gonna recover TOTALLY very very soon
and lets work all over again =)